Your mercy that leads me through valleys of sorrow to rivers of joy :D

Friday, February 29, 2008

Nicole is feeling a little down now

and she can't help it for today.

love, Nicole
at 12:17 AM

♥

Thursday, February 28, 2008

NICOLE WENT TO STUDY WITH SANDY JUST NOW! :D
AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, IT WAS PRODUCTIVE. (:

Went to Singpost Mac's to eat and study, with Daphne and Sandy. Then after that we were contemplating whether to go to KFC or Macs. We went to KFC to see, we saw Joanne with her other friends then we went back to Macs, lol. After that, a few of Sandy's classmates came over and ate and left then we started studying.

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Nicole finally solved Rubik's :D
Deon Heng has Huntington's Disease
Sandy is crazy
Studying with Sandy is quite productive
Eating with her at Macs is hilarious
Yay :D
Boo D:
there's guides 5-point test tmr, bio test, and we have to hand up the walkathon card tmr. and i haven't started. nicole is so screwed up, and dead by the morning (: oh and there's a movie experience tmr and they all say the movie sucks. oh joy, such joy has been blessed upon me -.-
love, Nicole
at 6:39 PM

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Had fun these three days at school after that reflection, but nothing really came out of studying. I hate being preoccupied with unconstructive matters that won't even be bothering you by the end of the year. But that's what happens every time, argh. Which so chisses me off! And when I sit down to study I can't study properly. THREE DAYS ARE GONE BOOHOO. Nicole only has four days to finish studying properly for the CTs and she wasted three days on playing with Rubik's. And I've been going to play these few days! Nicole sucks at time management. I need to learn how to prioritise now, or I'm so flunking all the tests.

And I'm not done reading Weiling's "New Moon" yet! D:

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
love, Nicole
at 10:09 PM

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Nicole has snapped out of her emo-ing trance, the world rejoice! :)
love, Nicole
at 10:02 PM

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stop and stare
i think i'm moving but i don't know where
yeah i know that everyone gets scared
but i've become what i can't be
stop and stare
you start to wonder why you're here, not there
and you'd give anything to get what's fair
but fair ain't what you really need
oh, can you see what I see

nicole is very tired
nicole's tired of lots of things
like studies and trying to work hard
nicole doesn't like to put up a front
nicole has to do so sometimes
and she hates it
nicole also feels very disorientated
because she's afraid she'd get into trouble
she's too dumb to realise anything
because she's very unattentive to lots of stuff
nicole is tired even though she hasn't started mugging
or doing anything to change her life
because just by looking at all the stuff to be done
right in front of her
nicole gets tired because it really seems like its
neverending
this year's streaming
and nicole wants to get into a good class
with good combinations, which are basically
the ones she want
but nicole's very scared she can't make it
because she can't understand physics for nuts
though many people who have done streaming
said "it's just another dumb exam"
nicole wants to study for it
nicole is crazy don't ask why
nicole is really needing some time management skills
for the rest of her life
because everytime she seems something that is
very entertaining/interesting
she just gets distracted and doesn't go back
to what she's supposed to do
and that's the worst thing that can happen to nicole
when she's supposed to mug
nicole is trying to study very hard for the rest of her life
and unfortunately nicole is not making any plans for it
nicole has actually made plans for it
but being a lazy bum, she hasn't executed any plans at all
nicole really looks forward to weekends nowadays
because that is when she doesn't need to wake up early
that is when she doesn't need to face stress in the face
and that is when she gets to see her churchies
but sometimes it isn't all that nice to look forward to
because there are also preparations for black sat
nicole knows she's doing it for God
but it gets tiring after sometime
especially when it's right after youthjams
nicole doesn't want to be drained so quickly
because she's only sec2
but nooby sec2s like nicole
have no hope
but she'll pray for hope
til' she gets it
nicole shall start following her plans
to study hard
for the CTs
because she is going to pass them well
and she is going to do it and she means it
nicole knows that this so isn't a good time
to start thinking about this
because there's school tmr
and it's the middle of nowhere
nicole shall write this biggy stuff
only once in awhile
when she needs to change herself
for the better, she thinks
so nicole shall be very happy after this
really dumb reflection
and she shall do her QT
she shall build her faith in God
and she wouldn't be afraid
neither would she be lazy
nicole is not going to be a wuss
until she gets it over and done with
that reaches her expectations
and she shall start now
so bye
love, Nicole
at 6:05 PM

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Today was alright :D
Woke up at 9 in the morning, which was cool for a Sunday. But I woke up too late for PM, oh well. Amelia called me that's why I woke up, and we chatted for like, almost an hour before she went for dance and I went for church. (:
Shar didn't come, oh boo. Nicole thought PM was at 10.30, Jieren told her it was at 10 so she decided to go later for service but she killed too much time and ended up having to cab there -.-
After church, went to Simei to get some food before BlackSat practice. Finished practice, and came back home to rot and die again! Yay Nicole, she survived through a week of February again! :D
love, Nicole
at 5:50 PM

♥

Friday, February 22, 2008

Hahahahahah, I'm finally here to make something out of my blog that's constructive, for once. (:

Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday :D
Today was Thinking Day! :D Nicole woke up at 5.30 in the morning for the first time in her life. Wore Full-U to school at 6.30am. Joanne and Siewting were super funny :D

Sandy: Hello where are you? Me and Nicole at the first floor toilet.
Joanne: (something like huh, why nvr go second floor one?)
Sandy: Cos they say haunted mah!
Joanne and Siewting: SCREAMS LIKE MAD.

We didn't hear from the phone, we heard from upstairs -.-
Hahahah, weirdos :D And aye, Joanne owes me a TAUPOK! :D
Went for the Thinking Day thingy again. Almost had HCL spelling, oh well lucky lucky :D

After school, went for Guides. Had quite a bit of fun (:
And came home to rot and die.
love, Nicole
at 9:27 PM

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

If u're going to carry on being like this, I quit.
Please stop, u noobie, it really irks us all, and
I'd pray for u. (:

And u. Stop, change, don't drop and roll! Ugh.
love, Nicole
at 8:22 PM

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Went to church today, went up for service.
Guess I wasn't really listening today, oopsy. Then after church, went to Simei with Rachel, Melissa, Tim, Andrew and Jillian. Bought drinks and Jillian went off to meet someone else while we went to eat at the $2 place! :D It has nice food, actually.
Then after lunch, Melissa went home I think, while we went to Andrew's house to study. I had nothing to study, and I got Andrew's Sec3 CL TB to kill time with. Woots, I can read and understand the passage! I'm so proud of myself, lollllllllll.
Ashley is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Zomg and they look alike, Ashley and Andrew :D Though they're like, 12 years apart. She taught Tim and I to draw flowers and butterflies! Hahah, a four-year-old's perspective really is fascinating, y'know (:
Then we studied, and had two breaks. Poor Tim was sick. He blew his head off while sneezing when he was studying, oh. But after that he had a Panadol and he was better I think. Then we went to use the computer for awhile, and we watched something so cruel I couldn't stand it. Argh, how can there be such people in this world, that would stick to me for life man, ugh. It affected Rachel so much she couldn't move. Then we glanced at the pictures at PS for awhile then went on our journey to the place we were gonna study at.
Contemplating halfway between ECP and airport, Rachel had to rush home. After fickling our butts off, we decided to go to ECP. Called Shar down while I got my stuff to study. Went to study at Coffee Bean, and for once in a long time, was effective. Yay! :D Woots, I'd go studying with them anytime so long it's effective.

Hahahah. Oh well, tmr there's school. Boohoohoo D:
love, Nicole
at 11:04 PM

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Hello people, The Moment is finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :D

Ah well, it went well, praise the Lord.

Went to church at 1 to start preparing for the youth jams. It was actually quite an impactful thing, lol. But we fooled around for a bit for the first few practices, oopsy. D: Then we had a break and then full-dress. Well today was the best, I think (:

Fun dance practice!

After the full run, we sat in a circle to talk and pray. (:

Then came the real thing where everyone freaked out! :D But it was really cool and God was with us, so it was okay :D Like almost everyone invited their friends, and there were 174865874169176345 people there! So scary, lol.

Renee danced her solo (which was realllll nice)
Caleb had his Prodigal Son skit (which was super nice too, starring Michael, Destin, Daryl and Joanna)
Squandering Dance with almost everyone participating
Renee and Melissa's Prodigal Son Dance
Dramamama Daryl and Caleb hug (lots of people got emotional!)
Lifehouse Everything skit (heeheehee, our part! Luckily it went well, I thought I'd screw up horribly. With Daryl, Andrew, Lucius, Suelynn, Caitlin, Tim and me)
The Fun Dance (Rachel, Melissa, me, Andrew, Tim, Renee, Caitlin, Jieren, Lucius, Destin)

It was honestly real good.

The Lifehouse skit reaaaaaaaaaaaaally only impacted me now, zomg I think I'm bloody lag. How Daryl created me (ha ha ha) and everything, then how I strayed away to Andrew to dance around and succumbed to temptations and the money in Lucius's hands, and picking up horrible habits and being an alchoholic like Suelynn (:D) and then being so materialistic and self-conscious like Caitlin (the fashionista! (: ) and then getting all emo and cutting like Tim (with the scary hoodie and the mimey mask) and even resorting to suicide. But God still saved us, it's the best thing ever! Oh my this sounds so cheesy, but well it's true. AND I GOT LIPSTICK ALL OVER MY JEANS AND SHIRT AND ANDREW'S AND TIM'S ARMS WHILE GETTING TACKLED IN THE SKIT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Hahah, but it was fun.

Went for cg after that, couldn't really get rid of all the lipstick from the cutting, hahah. oh well, it's still on my arm, people might think I'm a piece of emo poo, ugh. But at least they spoke up more (: Being a cg rep can be fun, I just realised.
Then went for dinner, and a little bit of playing at the playground! (nostalgia floods your butt with memories :D) Then played captain's ball, then after sixteen thousand trillion years, sat down to rest and talk. Jacqettes, right Renee! :D Then cabbed home :D

love, Nicole
at 12:42 AM

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

HELLO! :D
Nicole likes the feeling of shagginess today (: It's nice only for now. Nyahahahahah :D
Hahah, I forgot about the loads of stuff I was supposed to blog about, uh oh :O
Oh I really forgot. But I'd start from the last one I rmb! (: Sorry, hee hee hee!

13th Feb :D
Had Calligraphy! :D And I wore the biggy baggy new shirt today! And I dirtied it, damnnnnnnnn. Then was Charisma, and Mrs Tan showed us a video on this guy who got burned when he was a toddler, and now he's like still surviving. And when they caught the criminal who was responsible, the guy just prayed for him and let him go. Man, I wish I could forgive like that, ):

After school went to wrap the roses and the daisies and other pretty flowers for Guides thingy on Valentine's Day (: I think that the roses looked really pretty with the shiny silver ribbons and pink ones! :D Miss Gan seems like a professional at these kind of stuff! Went home and died while finishing up everything for V'Day presents.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN! :D

14th Feb :D
Happy Valentine's! (: Gave out just about every present, but I didn't have enough! D: Oooops, hee hee hee! Then for recess, traded v'day gifts with people. I think it's fun!

Thanks Laura for the subway cookies!
Thanks Peggy for the goody bag!
Thanks Minyuan for the box of treats!
Thanks Deon Heng for the pretty pink flower!
Thanks Celine for the sexy red rose! (LOL)
Thanks Vanessa for the colourful swirly biggy lolly!
Thanks Cheeliang for the gummies!
Thanks Taiquan for promising me a drink!
Thanks Siewting and Joanne for the nice imbalanced big hugggggggg! :D
Thanks to the nice nice bunch of people who gave everyone in school a lolly! :D
hee, sorry but i forgot the rest

Went home after mucking about for abit with Weiling! And she does belly dance and she's a senior citizen! :D :D :D Hahahahahah, so funny (:
On my way home with Weiling, I realised really cool stuff! Hahahahah, ___________ leh! (: Walked home from the IJ Katong Primary there. Saw Sameo, Rayner and company at T-Net, lolllll. Sameo tried to steal my nice helium ballooooon! Unsuccessfully, duh :D

Then went home, and stoned for quite awhile before going out to Bugis to meet Shar and Mom (: My dear sister had a real heavy bag that nearly broke my shoulder when I offered to help her carry /: Oops. Watched P.S, I love you. It's nice, really! Slightly under Step Up 1, which means it basically is quite nice, lol! Slept on the way home (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQ! :D

15th Feb :D
It's the last day of the weekdays again! (: Woke up, lost my specs, lol. Oh! Had PE, and we're learning Javelin now, and no more netball! D: And after PE, we stayed at the soccer court for awhile to stone. I swear the pictures are funny :D

Had guides, which was quite fun! Was part of the reason why I'm so duper shag now. uh, grr! ariubgxnlqnfbewhgfcgsdbclKJWVHNGFbqwebuinsgaefshcdbWEHNghcnqeuisgbewgfejwhgcbjhgcyrgfehlbncsabcnbklajbnchbrhjblarbchjdsbnakjhfbcvcnakjlbsiu2397ty374nfiu4yr81734657843yr9832u8731985698657946279rnyszruiwedev Gibberish rocks. Went to eat Subway with Amelia and Angel, but everything went well, thank God. They came over to play chess while I watched them for awhile then used the comp, hee hee hee. Then Amelia stayed for awhile when Angel left, then after chatting for awhile, she went home and we had a nice long chat on the phone. (: Hahah, she rocks your ass man.

*groans* THERE'S YOUTH JAMS TMR! Oh my. for real, God please help me, not to screw up in the Lifehouse's Everything skit and the fun dance!

Isn't the view from my window like the nicest random thing in the world to end this post? (:
love, Nicole
at 12:59 AM

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (:
Nicole still thinks that pink
rocks, esp. on v'day!
and Nicole received many
pretty nice stuff, and she loves
them to bits. her friends too! Nicole
feels too bored to blog because she
had quite a day today, so she shall
give this nice post a nice goodbye and
pack up for tmr. Nicole is really happy
because tmr's friday and it's the end of
the weekdays! Nicole shall really say
goodbye in awhile. And Nicole loves
M&N subway cookies because Laura
bought one for her v'day present and
she liked it a lot. and Nicole has started
to like blogging like this and Nicole shall
do this when she's horribly shag yay.
Nicole likes the big rainbow lolly that
Vanessa bought her but she won't say
thanks til' tmr because that's when she's
going to say thanks to everyone because
tmr there's a test. Nicole doesn't like tests.
And Nicole wants a nice warm mug of hot
chocolate before she goes bed but she's too
lazy to make herself a cuppa. Nicole hasn't
started on her homework and she shall start
on them tmr, and hand everything in on
monday. There's PE tmr, and Nicole likes it
because it's the only lesson she can feel like
she's exercising, but Nicole thinks she won't
feel like this in a long time til' 2.4 trial runs are
held. Nicole likes them because she likes to tire
herself out then drink strawberry milk for
recess. Nicole really has to stop now but it's
very addictive, she think so. But if Nicole doesn't
stop now, her sister's going to kick her butt
off the bed and take the laptop but Nicole's
too tired to fight with her today so she shall
go off now. And here's the nice big goodbye
Nicole said she'd give just now,
GOODBYE! :D
love, Nicole
at 10:44 PM

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Saturday, February 09, 2008

ARGH I WROTE A VERY NICE COLOURFUL POST WITH MANY MANY NICE STUFF BUT IT'S ALL GONE BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED THE WRONG BUTTON AND STUPID BLOGGER DIDN'T SAVE MY POST GRR I FEEL SO PISSED.

there's fairly-odd parents on nickelodeon! (: doesn't this rock. okay i brb. hahahahahahah.

Anyway, CNY's been a v v v v v v v v v great long weekend today. (: I had loads of loads CNY goodies and I feel fat. DDD: Yay Nicole, she's putting on weight. She's so dead. Hah. Go running tmr okay, idc what u're stuttering about.

First day! :D I slept in then we went to my 4th Grandaunt's new house. Hmm, then we went to BiaoYi's house. (Oh disclaimer! : I have a huge family don't bother counting) then went to my godmomma's house. :D She's cool and owns any other godmomma (: She lives near Mediacorp and has the PM's brother for a neighbour. Beat that! :D Dinner was v v v v v v good, so nice and rich and sinful. Hawhawhaw, meet the Michael, hyperactive brother of Gabriel Lim who introduced me to pineapple tarts! :D
He's one hyper crazy cousin :D And I see Aunty Chris! :D

Woots I love to go jogging with her man, it's entertaining when she climbs the stairs.

And ShiChing, one of the goat's milk sisters. Hahah, hyper and huge lol (:

Hahah, u don't see her cross-eyed and dorky face hor, she drinks goat's milk and she's a powderful netballer, when she comes after u with an empty can of red bull in tow u're dead meat.

(Left to right) Shiching, me, Alex, Shiying. Oh don't they rock ur stinky socks.

I tell u Alex used to be in CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERLEADING! She rocks. Ahaha, gosh this is so weird. And my godmomma's house is like, the best place ever to play, teeheehee.

Today went to PS to get the youth jams stuff. Renee dragged me out of bed to! ): But it was still quite fun, ahaha. But we were quite late, heh heh :X But then on the train we found out that Claire was still at a childhood friend's house and Daryl was still at tuition. So we were quite early. At City Hall, Andrew appeared out of nowhere! So we were punctual in a way, ha. Then after walking around a bit, Tim came :D then Daryl, then Claire, then we went to Macs to eat. Then Rachel came and Andrew was reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal happy because Melissa was bringing Nicole and Julianne over. Hahahahahaha but someone's too tall for Andrew, so sadzzz ): Haha. Bought our blood red lipstick, emo kiddo knife, suicide double barrel gun, and a few other stuff hahahah. Then talked awhile and went to Park Mall to look for the rose, but the florist was closed :X then we mucked about for abit then Daryl, Claire and Rachel left and we went to Gelares. I had no idea why we went there to burn that big gaping hole in our pockets. Shared a some really crazy ostentatious dish of 3 scoops of ice cream and a few pieces of fruit with Renee and Tim. Then we talked a bit and the other Nicole learnt how to use her Polaroid (Omg dont those rock) and camwhored for abit ewwy ewwy . Then Barn and Samuel came and after awhile I went off with Renee and Tim forgot to return me my ezlink card ha ha ha okay that was v stupid. Walked all the way back to ps again and got my card and we all went home :D
love, Nicole
at 10:30 PM

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

HELLOOOOOOOOZ! :D

Nicole is very shag today because nothing much happened ):

And Nicole shall stop talking in third person so be happy (:

Today we were dismissed at 0945! *Grins widely* Went back to Taonan with Laura and we went to find Mrs A, and all the other teachers :D Miss Ngoh gave me chrysanthemum tea, alright! :D And then I sold one of the many many many many school coupons to Claire, like for once in a lifetime. Then after awhile, we went mucking about and I sort of forgot what really happened too so okay nvm, lolzzzzzzzzz. Ooh and I came home and then went to town for a walk. HAHA, i know it's crazy but it's cool! Then I came back home and my cousins came over for a reunion dinner, hee. And I'm going to the playground with them now! Wheeeeeeeeeets, I love family reunions. Tata-too! (: Zingyzang-zoo, I'm a gibber. okay nvm. bye! (:
love, Nicole
at 7:05 PM

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

Hello, the weekend's over again. Argh.
I'm so screwedzzzz, pardon me D:

nicole's hair looks like it's been waxed but it hasn't so it looks ewwible. ):

nicole slept in till 10, and she was happy because usually she drags herself out of bed at 6.
and she's glad that it's saturday because only on saturday she can sleep in. but today she couldn't sleep all the way in because she had to go down to meet amelia and christina at the playground, then to play basketball. nicole sucks at basketball but who cares, she thinks its fun playing in the windy windy weather. (: then the three of them played for quite awhile, then went to the void deck and their hyperactive levels shot up. after awhile, sir came then started organising the basketball competition thingy. nicole, amelia and christina helped out for awhile then the people started turning up. nicole didn't know half of them, neither did christina. (: then after around four matches, it started raining heavily then the competition was postponed. nicole and christina helped carry the stuff back to t-net and amelia went to pp to do some stuff. then some of us went to ecp to eat. nicole shared a packet of fries with the christina who was skinny but didn't want to eat. (: then we went to the arcade, and the rich kids like byron and ben went to play the four token car game that everyone loves and nicole thinks is crazy because she thinks paying two bucks for a game is ridiculous. (: after awhile christina and nicole went to play ddr (nicole bets angel is surprised) then after like four stages the screwed up ben and byron came and screwed up our game, but at least there was only a stage left. nicole couldn't care less and then she went off for her beloved family gathering hahahahaha (:
the next day nicole woke up early for church and thought her sister went early. then nicole had youth jams practice in the basement where the tension was really high and tim started to emo. then after the everything skit tim thought nicole was emo. and after tim and nicole said there's school tmr, andrew started to emo. and andrew calls nicole sad, and nicole calls andrew emo. (: when nicole was walking out of church with andrew and melissa, she could see why andrew was reluctant to go to school. then daryl and tim came out and rachel came out too. nicole, melissa and rachel took 24 and we all went home. nicole stoned and watched cartoons until eight, and has been using the computer and studying ever since. nicole needs to stop speaking in third person but nicole likes it alot becaus nicole thinks its fun! nicole shall start studying now and nicole doesn't want to.

Lord please help nicole to start studying, she hasn't done her homework.
love, Nicole
at 11:12 PM

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